The 7th day since you left me

Yesterday you said again that you were determined to leave alone and walk the path of your own choice. You can make a decision so casually. Either you have already made arrangements or you have accumulated enough disappointment. I can't do anything now.

I will also try not to bother you all the time. Yesterday I heard you say that I would affect your mood at work. I suffered two different blows from your words. One is that I would affect you, and the second is your mood at work.

Today I saw news about you again. It really ruined my whole day.

The happy thing is that I received the money today, RM3920. Hahaha, although it is less than what you earn, I am very happy. Because I can give you living expenses, which I promised you before. In fact, every time I had money, I would think about you in advance. I didn't forget to take care of you.

After transferring RM1500 to you and deducting RM1950 for the house, I still have more than 500 living expenses, which is enough for me. I have no place to spend money. Anyway, I will receive money in a few days.

I went to get a haircut today.

I was going to the pavilion to pack some things, but there was a traffic jam and it was raining, so I went home.

I continued to do housework for the third day today, and I mopped the floor for three days. Thank you for everything you have done for the family before, you have worked hard.

I am very happy today because I have dropped from 92kg to 87kg now. Today I have two happy things.

Chawah already.

I want to share a video with you today. It is very similar to us. We just quarreled, right? Didn’t I really break up? Teerak. Being together is a matter for two people. Why do you have the final say in breaking up? This is not okay.

I want to tell you again every day that I really love you. From the day I fell in love with you, I have always thought about the scene of growing old together (hahaha, although there are many quarreling scenes, it is happiness to be able to get back together)

I want to know if you still remember those little memories of me loving you?

I am also restraining myself. I thought I could make a record of the days without you to accompany my melancholy moments, but I really don’t want to be tortured by emotions like this all the time. I also want to think about how to deal with my emotions.